short weekend....but it seemed enlightening.!

wow, yst seemed to be such a busy day, but im glad to meet my old frenx and buddies again. went to eat some chongqing steamboat with exbmt and sispec mates! great to talk cock with them and bitch about life all over saf in our own UNIt. after tt, i rushed to ECP to have some great bbq. luckily it din rain, if nopt everything will have gone down the train. after eating some more bbq food, i felt the extreme effect down my throat. we stayed over at sy's house, initially i wanted to watch soccer, but somehow im too tired that i started hibernating at his house. hahahha

my whole sunday was spent on my bed sleeping after eating medicine. felt really drowsy and im in camp nw!! tue will be my VERDICT DAY! thanks all for ur company!

this week isnt that great after all, i dreaded the feeling of staying inside the camp for more than 5 days... But it seemed that life doesn't give me a choice at all. let's see what I can do. shall book in later with a slightly heavy heart. spend my weekend watching epl, chatting, and sleeping. Thats .....hmm boring. shan't say im sad but rather disappointed.

this sat supposed to be the day i had been looking forward to since j1 and prob the most this week. but i guess its fate. JJ, accept ur fate! stop thinking! i could say tt my feeling was disheartened. but........ since i have waited so long... i sort of forget whats waiting anymore. haix...

friday was combined arms parade (supposedly for my batch if i din ooc), the feeling is motivating to witness the 'grandness' of the parade. this led me to wonder whether i even have a chance to go thru it.... what if i say i want to.? will i help myself? mind over body?haix

dun have mood/time to watch anything. if u think watching movies is a good pastime... u r wrong!!!!!! absolutely WRONG! its a total waste of time..! (tts why its called a pastime rite? lol) but it seemed that i became addicted to wasting time since i entered army. it ain't my fault, but a common practice.. lol kidding.

what will next wk be like? what will i think again in camp? its so confusing...so....