this week isnt that great after all, i dreaded the feeling of staying inside the camp for more than 5 days... But it seemed that life doesn't give me a choice at all. let's see what I can do. shall book in later with a slightly heavy heart. spend my weekend watching epl, chatting, and sleeping. Thats .....hmm boring. shan't say im sad but rather disappointed.

this sat supposed to be the day i had been looking forward to since j1 and prob the most this week. but i guess its fate. JJ, accept ur fate! stop thinking! i could say tt my feeling was disheartened. but........ since i have waited so long... i sort of forget whats waiting anymore. haix...

friday was combined arms parade (supposedly for my batch if i din ooc), the feeling is motivating to witness the 'grandness' of the parade. this led me to wonder whether i even have a chance to go thru it.... what if i say i want to.? will i help myself? mind over body?haix

dun have mood/time to watch anything. if u think watching movies is a good pastime... u r wrong!!!!!! absolutely WRONG! its a total waste of time..! (tts why its called a pastime rite? lol) but it seemed that i became addicted to wasting time since i entered army. it ain't my fault, but a common practice.. lol kidding.

what will next wk be like? what will i think again in camp? its so confusing...so....